why... why am i feeling so irritated?

i just want this to end.

not in a bad way but hey..

everytime im doing something some random flashback just occurs..

why does this even happen? everytime i think about the past i always think about how meddlesome it is.. why is this happening to me?

i just want to end NS asap and go back to a normal life... im tired of NS already...

Remembering what life is.....
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